// Doubts.//

I know I’m prepared. I know I’ve been waiting for this for my whole college career. But a part of me is still scared. Scared that I won’t be able to pull it off. Scared that I won’t succeed. That I won’t measure up to those who have done so well before me. It’s that little inch of doubt that scares me.

It scares me that I really don’t know if I’ll be as good as the past Coordinators.

I pulled off Chair really well. I was good on Core Team again. But this is the big time for me. Actually being in charge of so many people. Having a majority of the cast looking up to you waiting for an answer or a response. It honestly terrifies me, but I keep up this hopeful face. Everyday I have to remind myself that I CAN DO IT.

I hope I can…

I’m ready. But I’m still allowed to be scared, right?

// I love reading some of the old messages in my ask box.//

From the funny ones to the uplifting ones, there’s definitely a lot of fun in there.

It always reminds me of the great friends I have.

And how I used to be (still kinda am) a whore.

My ask box is weird…

// Cleaning.//

Spent the whole day just cleaning everything. Don’t really got much to do! Plus trying to just stay in so I don’t get tempted to talk to anyone. Gotta rest my voice so I can get it back by tomorrow’s auditions!

Also I got to cleaning out my laptop. Deleting old files, old pictures, old memories. It’s hard to keep seeing some of these things when I’m going through everything. So it was nice to just put them in the trash and delete them for good. There’s still a few things I’m having a hard time getting rid of… But I know in time I’ll be able to move on =)

// Spending Time.//

Last night with @kentomondo talkin’ about how we’re trying so hard to hang out with all the seniors before they leave. With only a few weeks left it’s nice to make their last moments memorable and get to spend time with them before it stops being regular.

But on another note! Got to hang out with Kent finally! Kinda sucked that my voice was so gone so it was hard to keep up conversation. But was nice to hang with someone you don’t normally do but always wanted to. And then he just crashed on my floor. SLEEPOVER! Ahahahaha

And great job to Lubos PASO on their CPC!! It kept me entertained =) But y’all go crazy in a different way over in SB. I’ll probably never go to another party and see a Tikbalang walking around… LOOOOOOOL

// BONDING WITH JON//

I’M BONDING WITH KENT

(Source: kentomondo)

// Money to myself.//

One of the reasons I love being single. I don’t gotta pay for anything for anyone but myself! I like getting to splurge on food and clothes and everything I want!

But I still end up poor ahahahaha

Whatever, at least I get to have nice things =P

// LOOOOOOOOOOOOOL//

(Source: xavecorn)

myladymother:

“did it hurt when you fell from heaven” is the most insulting counterproductive pickup line of all time because you know who the only other person to ever fall from heaven was

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